Bright as the sunrise...

Writer's Block: How I got on LJ

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:00:29 GMT

Genevieve got me onto LJ. I'm not sure of the conversation cause I (met) when I was sixteen years old (G, isn't it funny that it was that long ago?), but she gave me a code to start a blog...I dont think you even need those anymore to start an LJ account.

Jordan (my daughter) was 15 weeks old at the time and I was looking for a place just to post and get some peace of mind...who knew I wouldve met so many cool people that i loves to death???

Writer's Block: Unique Talents

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 02:51:36 GMT

Do you have a strange and obscure talent? What is it? If not, have you ever seen someone else's? What did they do?

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My strange talent is...

I can walk on my ass.

I am very flexible, so I sit on the ground and put both of my legs far up to my ears and take steps...no hands, no legs. I can ass-walk in circles, walk about 20 feet and bounce.

Yep, that's my talent

-Courtney

Tue, 27 May 2008 21:03:24 GMT

I am returning to LJ.

Welcome back to the single mommy chronicles.

-Courtney <3

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 19:22:00 GMT

"Thanks for coming here to explain. You can leave now"

Austin reached out and caressed my cheek. "Sam, I--"

I pushed his hand away. "No. Don't even think about it."

"Sam, I haven't stopped thinking about you since that night in Atlantic City. I had no idea how to find you. I even tried bribing someone at the hotel into giving me your information, but the brother backed out on me when he thought about losing his job."

I looked into his eyes. "None of this matters now. I got married today, which means I am off limits forever."

Austin turned toward the door, and I put my back to him. I never heard the door open, though; just the lock clicking. Before Iknew it, he had grabbed my waist from behind and pressed me up against the wall. He started caressing my breasts through the lace of my wedding gown and kissing my ear and neck.

"No, we can't do this," I objected, trying to get him off me. "Stop it, Austin."

"You really don't want me to stop," he whispered in my ear. "You want me too, admit it."

I didn't respond because I knew he was halfway right. Austin grabbed a handful of my dress and bunched it up until he could get his other hand in between my legs. He pushed my white satin panties to the side, the ones that Morris was supposed to take off when we comsummated our marriage, and startted finger-fucking me. I attempted to contain my moans but ending up giving into to them. I could hear the band playing in the reception hall, and it was merely a matter of time before someone came looking for me.

I pulled Austin's hand out of my pussy and faced him, lifting his hand to my house and licking the juices off his fingers. I couldn't believe this, but it's going on.

Austin pullled my dress up againand went down on his knees. He placed one of my thighs on his shoulder as he ripped my panties off.

"I want you so much, Sam." He said to me. Austin buried his face in my pu**y.

"Damn, this is so wong,:" I screamed out, pushing his tongue deeper into me by palming the back of his head. "But I want this too, I always have."

He slide inside my p****, and I trembled. It was too damn good. WE tongued each other down as he gave it to me slowly against the wall. We were going at it hard when a knock came at the door. We stopped in mid-stroke and held ourselves there.

"Sam, you in there?" we heard Morris ask as he tried the handle. "Some people are ----

oops! oh shit!

me: "Thank you for calling Zim lines, this is Courtney, how can I help you?"

haha.

damn these Zane sex/romance books. but they keep you going at work. Or at least me. ;)

Munching @ the office.

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 20:17:22 GMT

I am eating too much here.

Donuts here, Skittles there...I find that i have to be chewing on something to stay focused (and somewhat awake) at work.

But now I'm scared that I'm gonna lose my smokin hot body (haha) and start getting fat.

Even though I haven't gained any weight...I never flipping gain weight, usually just muscle, I wish there was some kinda way I could control this.

But I can't help it! Skittles make me happy!

I hate this day...

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 22:28:02 GMT

So it's June the 19th. This is never a good day for me.

This marks the first time I was raped, six years ago. Among other times. But this one is never the easiest. Today I've been very mad, I told my sister to leave me alone, took a very long nap, told her again to fuck off (she's just been plucking my nerves anyway with her big fucking mouth and her temper) and I got into it with my mom, who I usually have problems with anyway.
Sixteen...I was a virgin and very naive.

But then again, maybe I can't blame it on this day...maybe it's just me. BUt I just know that today is not a good day for me.
Me and Jordan are gonna go to the pool...maybe some sunet and water will make me feel better.

mmm mmm bitch!

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 16:55:33 GMT

Hi everyone!

As I've earlier stated, I'm on the verge of going bonkers. Unfortunately, for too many reasons. My job sucks. People at my job piss me off...I don't get out that much, everyday living and paying bills, etc.

Things that'd make the average person go nuts after a while. I guess.

So I've been doing a few things this morning to cheer myself up.

I went on Youtube and Jojo and I started looking at clips of Cookie Monster. Everyone knows he can ALWAYS make me laugh. No matter what.

Well, I take that back, I even forgot that...but I'm glad I reminded myself.

I also looked at some clips of my all time favorite cartoon, Sailor moon. I've followed sailor moon ever since I was a dorky little 10 year old and I've been obsessed ever since. I'm definitely a moonie...so watching that made me feel a whole lot better.

And what better besides music? I downloaded some of my favorite R and B (in my top two of favorite genres of music) songs and I got lucky enough to find the Baltimore Club Mix of "Look bitch, I'm Rick James". It's funny as hell!!!! Somebody please download that and tell me what you think!

So, my cloud got a little less gray today. :)

Today's my birthday!!!

Tue, 08 May 2007 17:14:19 GMT

Woo hoo! I'm 23...and hell, I can remember being 11. haha.

This is what I've gotten so far:

my sister gave it to me and i Looooooooooveeee it!

I have been in love with Tokidoki the minute they came out. I seriously burst into tears, quite a few times, when she gave it to me, because I have been so down and unhappy lately. I didn't think anyone cared about my birthday, or thought I was special enough to get me anything. I know that sounds depressing but that's how I've been feeling. And she thought to get me something I've been wanting for damn near a year and a half.

Cute, ain't it?

Me @ work...updated pics of me...

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 15:28:25 GMT

I know, bright makeup, but I have to do that at my job.

this was one boring ass Sunday! and I was tired as hell but I wanted to strike a pose or two. :)

This is me and my friend Carmen on Saint Patricks Day. we have huge parties for holidays at my job...which is great cause I love dressing up.

pics of me and my friends from horseback riding this Sunday

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 15:23:35 GMT

this is me on Pokey...she was so much fun to ride! Very calm and sweet...:) sorry it's sideways...

this is my homey Tashina giving Pokey some sweet lovin. haha

me and Tashina just before we started riding

This is Matt...even though he started running and I was screaming when I accidentally let go of the reigns he was a ton of fun!

Had to take time to snuggle with one of the bunnies! I think his name was Bert.

what a hot bunch! This would be me, Tashina, Chrissy and Neveah.

Two hot-ass chicks on a Harley! Man, what else do you need? Seriously??? ;)

my weekend...and PICS!!! finally!

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 15:02:33 GMT

These are from my friend's daughter's Elisabeth's bday party at the Children's Museum on Saturday:

from Left: my niece Angel (5), Jordan (3) and the birthday girl, Elisabeth. Jojo and Angel have a thing for making sure the other is smiling...haha.

me holding my friend Rosalyn's baby while she got a moment of spare time...btw I have on not a drop of makeup besides mascara in most of these pics. He's so cute...almost made me start itching (you other moms know what I mean).

okay more in a few minutes after I figure out why the other ones came out so damn small.

XoXo

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 15:55:13 GMT

awww man I just made the hugest fucking update and it's gone! DAMNIT! now i remember why i stopped blogging!

thanks you guys!

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 18:44:54 GMT

awww thanks everyone for your sweet comments! I feel so loved! LOL I will try my hardest not to go AWOL on LJ again. hahaha.

I haven't really got pictures of Jordan on here (my digicam broke a long time ago) but I will try to get a picture CD or something.

email me sometime!!!!

XoXo

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 17:07:50 GMT

this has been the week from hell beginning sunday. I'm determined shit's gonna get better...not for me and Jordan, but for me.

Nick Hexum...

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 16:30:57 GMT

do me.

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 17:14:10 GMT

I LOVE ME.

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:15:24 GMT

someone tell me all the benefits of having a paid account...I'm thinking about getting one.

in luvvvvvv!!!

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 16:43:37 GMT

Awww how sweet!

I just checked my myspace page and Algae Eater just left me the cutest comment! He's so sweet...

I don't think Im gonna give him my livejournal page though...he might get pissed off by all the Marques Houston stuff...it's bad enough that whenever he comes over my house, he rips off my MH poster and throws my CD's at the wall...he's so jealous. haha

I love my Algae Eater :)

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:17:22 GMT

OMG, has it really been this long since I posted???

morning morning morningtime! :)

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 17:01:35 GMT

I voted today! yay!I feel like such a good citizen...:)

Most ppl are too lazy to get up and vote, even if it's for the president, but should you have a right to complain if you didn't voice your opinion. Hell to the naw LOL

stolen from G and Erika...

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 04:19:58 GMT

bolded is me (Don't feel like doing the bolds, so I'll just put an asterik (*) before and after every phrase which relays to me :)

I am a college student.
*I am a cuddler.*
*I am a good dancer.*
I am a huge fan of lists.
*I am a morning person.*
I am a perfectionist.
I am a Republican.
I am allergic to something deadly.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
*I am content as of this moment.*
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently single.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
*I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father. (father)*
I am good at styling other people's hair.
*I am left handed.*
I am married.
I am obsessed with my LJ.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
I am resentful that I have to grow up.
I am very shy around the opposite sex.
I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
I bite my nails.
*I can be paranoid at times*

I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
I collect picture frames.
*I consider myself to be a "nerd".*
I currently have a crush on someone.
I currently regret something that I have done.
*I curse frequently.*
I do not believe people are inherently good or evil, rather they are inherently lazy.
I don't hate anyone.
I enjoy country music.
*I enjoy jazz music.*
*I enjoy smoothies.*
*I enjoy talking on the phone.*
*I have a car.*
*I have a cell phone.*
I had a hard time paying attention at school.
*I have a hidden talent.*
*I have a hobby.* I have plenty of hobbies and not enough time to do most of them. :(
*I have a lot to learn.*
I have a pet.
*I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.*
*I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy*
I have a twin.
I have all my grandparents, none of them have died.
*I have at least one brother and/or sister.*
I have avoided work to play with my live journal.
I have been in a real relationship.
*I have been in a threesome.* (Does a four-some count? LOL)
I have been rejected by someone.
I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
I have been to an anime convention.
*I have been to another country.* (just Canada so far)
I have been to Europe.
I have been to Las Vegas.
*I have been told that I am very smart.*
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have broken a bone.
*I have Caller I.D. on my phone.*
*I have changed a diaper.* (since I was about 8)
*I have changed a lot over the past year.* just grown up...
I have cheated on a significant other.
I have counted down the days until the summer.
I have dated a close friend's ex. no, that shit is just wrong!
*I have dated someone 10 years (or more) older or younger than me.* Jordan's daddy is 12 years older than me, and an asshole btw.
*I have done something illegal.*
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have gone scuba diving.
I have had major surgery.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
*I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.*
*I have had the cops called on me.*
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
*I have kissed someone of the same sex.*
I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
*I have mood swings.*
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
*I have rejected someone before.*
I have seen "The Lord of the Rings" trilogy./
I have seen the television show "The O.C."
*I have swam in the ocean.*
*I have tried a drug that is illegal.* just weed and I didn't like it and won't ever do it again.
*I have tried sushi.* some california rolls
*I have watched "Sex and the City".*
*I have watched porn movies.* I love porn!
*I have watched the television show "Spongebob Squarepants".*
*I know how to shoot a gun.*
I like being the center of attention. I don't like it it just happens lol
*I like eating Ramen noodles.* I adore Ramen! nice and chickeny lol
*I like my handwriting.*
I like Shakespeare.
I like the taste of blood.
*I like to cook.*
*I like to sing.* I such at it but I do lol
I like to vacuum.
*I love learning foreign languages.*
*I love Michael Jackson.*
*I love my friends.*
I love olives.
*I love rain.* don't really like torrential rain though
*I love sleeping.*
I love to play computer games.
*I love to shop.*
I miss someone right now. Boyfriend even though I'm mad at his yellow ass
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own a home.
*I own and use a library card.* I also read to kids at the library when I can.
*I play a musical instrument.* alto and tenor saxophone.
I practice a religion that is not considered "mainstream".
*I read books for pleasure.*
*I shave my legs.*
I sleep a lot during the day.
*I strongly dislike math.*
I think Britney Spears is pretty. sometimes...
I think long strings of html code look cool.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
*I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.* them and gourmet pizza places...
*I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.* yes, cause smiling releases seratonin, which makes us happier!
I was born in a country other than the USA.
*I watch more TV this year than last year.* cause Marques Houston is on a lot now :)
*I watch MTV on a daily basis. practically, or VH1 which is owned by MTV so that counts* But I absolutely adore my BET
I watch soap operas with my Mom on a regular basis.
*I wear glasses or contact lenses.*
*I will try anything once.* almost, never try a bandit mask or a bullride on me you might get your ass kicked.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as "ghetto".
*I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.* to fix the stretch marks on my stomach and repair my navel, which I think resembles a soft penis LOL
I like orange kool aid.
*I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'* fa sho! Sleepy, Happy, Grumpy, Dopey, Sneezy, Bashful and Doc.
*I like being at school.*
*I always love wearing sweaters.* yeah, in the wintertime LOL
I love water polo.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am being nostalgic right now.
I hate summative season. HUH?????
I am tired.
*I love to paint.*

LOL, that was fun.

I love mermaids...

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 04:10:58 GMT

You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 02:22:58 GMT

does anybody do quizzes or memes anymore? Or have I really been internet-less for that long?

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 19:58:45 GMT

I'm so hungry...but I just ate...had tuna salad and whole grain crackers...but still feel the need to eat.

Nap, Honey Nut Cheerious, or more computer time?

decisions, decisions.

Rose from the ashes like a phoenix...

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 20:08:01 GMT

I'm backkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Internet service just came back on a few minutes ago. I feel alive again, like I have actual blood pumping through my veins. LOL Do you know what torture it is to have no internet service for 8 months? It's soul-crushing to feel so androgenous (sp)

LOL

Soooo damn happy!!!! be expecting LOTS of posts from me!!!